Moving soon again

Awake too late at night lately? Yup, totally me. Still haven't returned to my usual sleeping habits that got messed up because I studied for tests.

Maybe it's just me but it's funny how easily things change. I'm not saying that every change is a bad one but I can't help wondering if all those things in the past and future will continue to run like a sand through my fingers. Nothing can be trusted. I hate it when promises aren't kept. If you can't keep a promise, don't make one in the first place or that is just going to hurt people. (argh)  

A little bit of calligraphy practicing at school

There is so much to do and so much work to finish but I'm doing nothing but thinking too much. First exams in FKF are done - finally over. I should be writing some job applications. I should do everything to make moving to a next apartment possible. Because hey, I'm finally moving to an apartment that can hopefully be called home. But I lack of motivation for some reason. Hopefully it goes away quickly because I don't like this state of mind. It's the same kind that I had when everything were way worse so I see why it scares me.

Here I'm living now. Not that bad by looking just my room but I totally dislike the neighborhood and house layout.

Tomorrow is going to be a meetup with our new lessor. I'm really nervous about it because this is going to be the first time I'm (or me and my friend) getting an apartment from a private landlord. I'm excited, scared and worried even though I know everything's probably going to be okay.

I also believe that tomorrow a real estate manager is going to visit my place because I made a notification about a broken window's hinge that I didn't notice until I tried to open that window. That means my room has to be organized. No mess allowed. Maybe I should also prepare a way next to the window....and how I'm supposed to do that? There is my bed in the way. Oh well~

I'm like already worrying about Christmas present's and such. It's totally not too early because it's already less than 2 months! Hopefully people aren't expecting too much because I don't really have money or time to buy or make presents even for tens of people. Christmas time is lovely. Let's just leave money loss and tons of present's out of it.

That was all this time, let's see what's happening next time.