December to January
It's somehow hard to start writing now. After coming back from Japan my life changed quickly and I would say a lot. I have been surprisingly busy to the point this has felt like someone else's life. And what's even more weird is that I have felt happiness. God knows how long it has been since the last time I didn't fake to be okay all the time lying to myself and other people. Of course I'm not magically instantly better and happy but this is a start for that hopefully. I must admit I had to believe in myself instead of believing other people's expectations and following what they would have wanted just for the sake of keeping them as a friend. Kept in short there was a huge mess of misunderstandings and rumors and people not even included in the case turning towards others because they believed they knew what had happened. It's funny how some people can be so mean. At least it's okay now and I can forget the whole mess and deal with the changes it caus