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Huomenta~ Viime lauantaina oli jälleen yksi ihana paikkallisen röyhelökansan miitti. Viime aikoina oon ollu tosi innostunut näissä käymisestä, koska 1.saan hyvän syyn pukeutua lolitaan ja 2. ihmiset on olleet mukavia! Ja tarkotan, että tosi tosi mukavia, koska tuskin ketään oon tuntenu kunnolla mistään muualta kuin etäisyyden päästä epäsuorasti stalkkaamalla. Olin niin iloinen kun sain vihdoin jutella joidenkin kanssa joten jee kiitos! Lisäksi oon tosi hyvin onnistunu sivuuttamaan vähän mun ainaista ujoutta ottamalla osaa yhteiseen keskusteluun. Good morning~ Last saturday I attended to a frilly meetup again. Lately I have been really enthusiastic about taking part on these because 1.I get a great chance to wear lolita and 2.people have been very nice! And I mean like really really nice because I usually haven't known them well from anywhere before or it's just been me stalking everyone indirectly from the distance. I was extremely happy that I got to talk to

" The TOEFL iBT test measures your ability to use and understand English at the university level. And it evaluates how well you combine your listening, reading, speaking and writing skills to perform academic tasks. "  I participated to this TOEFL-test last week on saturday. Waking up at 5am wasn't fun at all to begin the day with and I had some hard time figuring out how to use a tram in Helsinki. Believe or not I missed the first tram because I didn't know how to open a door (hah and I still don't know how because at the second try there were others going in before me so I just followed them) . Luckily I had enough time and arrived an hour early for the test even though I had to walk and search for the place for a while. The whole day was horrible but the test was definitely the worst part of it. I don't have any idea how it went yet but I can say that I failed to present my english skills at the most important moment. I wish I reached at least the needed

Lately I have been doing more paperwork and some offical things than ever before as well as I can remember. I'm getting really tired but there's no way I can give up. Studying in an University overseas is my number one dream after all. I'll write more about this whole applying process if I somehow get accepted. If that won't happen right away I'll be applying again in the next call for new students or I'll use my plan B or C. However there isn't anything else I want more than this all to work out somehow. Not a single thing can be established this early and I guess uncertainty stresses me the most right now. Usually I like to plan everything in advance thinking about even the smallest details but now...I can't. So many things are going on right now. On top of everything I'm supposed to save money but then guess what I found! Of course they have on of my dream dresses on sale at Closet Child. Why oh why it has to be there right now. Well i