Hmm, diary time?

- marraskuuta 05, 2015

Eeeh ":D" Let's break the awkward silence here. I just feel like writing a tiny diary-kind-of update right now because I feel weird and this is a great opportunity to share it right? I'm writing this with my phone for the first time and it's very interesting. Let's see if this'll even be someting :D

I just finished my high school last month and now I'm waiting for the graduating seremony to be next month. I don't get it, what is this "be free"-month doing between here? I have have time that's for sure but
...on the long run this isn't really that great because I miss company and everyone else seems to be busy so I'm just staying at home and worrying about my future. I have to decide what is going to happen after all this and plan it_alone_ :( But I'm also excited! I can't wait until this part is over and I'm ...somewhere.

Now I'm sitting here in my old room in my parents house next to the window and gazing outside. I can't see anything because it's dark, meh. Back home, there are always some kind of city lights lighting up the darkness but not here. It's hard to get used to the difference.
There are still some posters I put hanging on the wall like seven years ago and just looking at them brings back lots of memories. Was it really me back then? It all feels like a dream now. I'm being weird again ^^°

I'll stay here a while and after two weeks I'll go on a longer trip to see my friend. I'm already horrified of the time I have to sit in a bus. There and back! It's over six hours to each direction! How am I supposed to be alive after that? scary

And yeah, because it wasn't hard enough to plan all that already. We realized my friend has to do some school work project on that same weekend. I have no choice but to go to her school with her or do something alone while she's doing her work. *Sigh* Of course, it is my luck. (I can't cancel the tickets now either)

Now some pictures of the most great moments during my silence: