Motivation test

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Lately I have been doing more paperwork and some offical things than ever before as well as I can remember. I'm getting really tired but there's no way I can give up. Studying in an University overseas is my number one dream after all.

I'll write more about this whole applying process if I somehow get accepted. If that won't happen right away I'll be applying again in the next call for new students or I'll use my plan B or C. However there isn't anything else I want more than this all to work out somehow. Not a single thing can be established this early and I guess uncertainty stresses me the most right now. Usually I like to plan everything in advance thinking about even the smallest details but now...I can't. So many things are going on right now.

On top of everything I'm supposed to save money but then guess what I found! Of course they have on of my dream dresses on sale at Closet Child. Why oh why it has to be there right now. Well it's my fault because I opened that page while I knew I won't be able to buy anything but still! I can only pray that the discussion about my money issues tomorrow will go well at the office. The print is called Classic Fairy Tales and does not count as a cheap dress. But it's so pretty!
yes yes I have a great need
Next saturday I'm taking TOEFL iBT-test to prove my english skills for the school I'm applying. The test was so expensive that I'm scared to death to take part in it. I can't get the idea of failing the test out of my head. What I have read about others experiences TOEFL -test doesn't seem to be that hard for finnish students but I'm still worried.
Also, look at the new layout! I'm really proud of myself that I finally finished it properly as I planned to do for ages. I hope you like it as much as I do and also all these updates I made for my blog. 
     ❤: Evcelia

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